Okay... sorry, i deserved to be stoned for not updating this site alot. =x
Just came back from Australia just last week, and my unit has been going through tons of changes, especially the training programmes... =A=

Before that, just want to rant about something..
Been alittle uptight about some meeting between some parties back then.
It was a discussion about some art issues for an event.
I was a member in the invited party previously but i left due to some reasons.
And i just happened to there, but i wasn't exactly involved.
Somehow, the meeting didn't go well to my opinion.
A supposedly friendly and casual discussion turned into some kind of negotiation deal between NK and US or something, i don't know, it just felt cold and uncomfortable.
I can see that the party who requested the other for partnership in a certain event tried his best to make the meeting a friendly one, but the other made it look the other way round. What kind of pissed me off is that the latter didn't made much eye contact and instead, his body langauge reminded me of 'L' from death note, i know this may sound exaggerating, but seriously, that was what the impression he was giving us. I didn't quite liked his attitude.
And btw, is the group i was in really had a mindset of a commercial entity?

In the end, the event organiser didn't have much of a good impression of the invited party.
I was really sad back then.
I mean, the people whom i currently still wholeheartedly believed in, who helped nurtured me into who i am, the people whom i looked to as my seniors were given an impression which they didn't deserved.

Even though this happened quite long ago,
I just needed to rant about this when i took out a sketchbook this afternoon which was given to me as a present before i enlisted by some people whom i highly respected.
Just couldn't take it...

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Anyways, back on to life..
Was back in Singapore a week back, had quite a fulfilling experience there, but those 3 weeks took a heavy toll on my loved one, whom i painfully missed. She deserved better... if only the words 'NS' didn't exist.
Then again, i'm just left with approx. 10 months more to go before the military declares me as 'operationally ready', and head on back to my civilian life and spend the rest of my life with her. time somehow flies when i look back at the past 1 year and 1 month of service.

Lots of events are coming, and i still have lots of work on hand...
Other than that, life seems fine.

Which reminds me, i need to have a haircut soon before my RSM knocks my head with some extra duties...
Will try to update this site soon.